I’ve been thinking about my last post about Elliptical Girl a lot. My neurotic ways have analyzed our conversation over and over. I know, it’s ridiculous, but I think there may have been some good in this latest bout of neuroses. I see a similar pattern with Elliptical Girl that I’ve experienced with two other girls in my past. Both did not end as I had hoped.
Let me remind LA Idiot readers, old and new, my two stories about girls I call Vicky I and Vicky II. They’re both worth a read, but let me summarize them for you. I met each Vicky about 5 years apart. Both girls were (still are) breathtakingly beautiful, we laughed a lot, enjoyed each other’s company, and I had a very close and special relationship with each girl. I was head over heels with both of them, they were the type of girls I wanted to date. Except they saw me as a friend, not a boyfriend.
I had agonizing emotional pain from both girls because my heart was in a place theirs was not. I tried to win each girl over for months. I thought being fun and sweet might eventually win them over. Nope. I eventually had to completely remove both girls from my life all together because I couldn’t just be friends with them anymore. And it pains me to think that Elliptical Girl could be similar to the two Vickys.
Why do I think Elliptical Girl is similar to Vicky I and Vicky II? First of all, she’s as “out of my league” hot as Vicky I and II. Second, I get the same, indescribable feeling inside with her as I did with Vicky I and II. And that feeling is extremely rare for me. Third, she’s dating someone *(Vicky I and II were either dating someone bad for them, or still hung up on someone bad for them). Writing that out makes it seem eerily similar.
Now that I’ve identified a pattern and see similarities, I will proceed with a bit more caution. But not too much. Good things won’t happen if you’re not open to them. I’m going to keep talking to Elliptical Girl, gauge our conversations and see if there is any progress. My hands are tied until she’s single. That’s when we’ll find out if Elliptical Girl is someone for me or if she’s another painful, archived story in the book of LA Idiot.
*I may or may not have Facebook stalked Elliptical girl. She may or may not have changed her relationship status to “single”.
** Stalker me checked again and now it says she’s back in the relationship. Probably not a good sign for me.
